The Science Explains It All

So I bumped into you. And it didnt feel right. It hurts so much that I had to look away.

Well, it wasn't me who decided to react that way, it was just a series of memories flashing back one by one before my eyes the moment I saw you.

And my heart sent a signal to the brain and then to the whole body system to move and look away, impulsively.

The Thing That Matters

I have so many things to worry about rather than trying to fix whatever is happening between us.

I have goals to achieve, I have plans to execute, I have dreams to keep me alive.

And you. You're a history.

The Delay It Caused

If only I could take a flight straight to your heart and see what went wrong.

And it's impossible.

Just come home.

The Agony You Chose

Have you ever working with situation that you know exactly what is going to happen? And then you go into it anyway, and then when what you're afraid of happens, you kick yourself because u should've known better.

Because that is just who you are, so you keep punishing yourself.

The Optimist Gets to Escape

When something happens in your life, you only have one choice. which is to accept it and be very optimist about it. Very optimist here means to find positive ways that can make whatever things that happen in your life look positive.Look on the brightside.The level of optimistic may vary from one people to another. The spirit, faith and effort are always become the factors measuring the level of optimism of a person.

Once you accept the thing that happens in your life positively, it is good. But when something something doesn't really become positive in a way, all we can do is to treasure,cherish and appreciate the good side of something, and wait until the time comes, where things started to fall apart.

it's acceptable, when bad things happen in your life, they do come in a very clear and vivid notice in advance. but, when they come in a short notice, and there's no time for you to fix it, you will feel the biggest regret and fear in your self. you will start to blame yourself and say impossible things; "I should have love her more.." "if only i could tell her how much i love her.." " if only i could meet him more often, please him, and hug him for the last time.." "if i listen to mom,this thing wont happen.." "Dad was true, i should have listen to him..."

we just need to appreciate more,because people don't appreciate something/someone, until they lose them, then only they know, they can never look back, and turn back time.

it is all because the clock keeps ticking the life away.

random: when i wrote this, i kept asking myself, can i fix things that already happened? then another side of me answered "Why don't you start to be extra careful,and appreciate more what you have now and don't let whatever happened in the past happen again, because if you were hurt in the past,it will be more hurtful on the second time,"

The Power It Became

But somehow I believe,time will slowly come,and wash away my pain.
I'm looking on the brightside.
After all the pain I felt, there's a miracle left behind.
I've become stronger by loving one,and I overcome things by believing in one.

The Tube Half Empty

Because we always try not to cry, but end up crying. No matter how strong we are, it is painful to lose someone we love and giving up on something that we hoped it is going to work, but it all turn out the other way around.

The Numb Heart

"But no matter how hard I try, I can no longer call up the echoes of your touch. I should be glad because it could mean I'm finally getting over you. But I'm not, because as much as I try to stop myself, I still find myself missing you during the quiet moments of my day."
-Mf

That Feeling

RT @ihatequotes: Sometimes I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong and for making unworthy people a priority in my life.

The Hidden Starting Point

Listening to some old songs makes me feel all nostalgic. My inner self is screaming. If only I could turn back time, there are so many things I wanna do. Either to treasure every moment we had or to kill you(literally) on the day that we first met.

Ahh, I have so many things in mind now.
And you are the datum

Torn Apart

Heart-wrenching

The Neon Glow

The Sound From Wounded Heart

Well my life has been calmer and wonderful without you. So please, don't bother to make it up to me because I seriously don't need that.

Things trigger things. Like when I see you, it brings back memories. But when reality bites, it only generates hate.

And you, could make it worst.

The Moment I'm Gone

"Someday you'll miss me like I missed you. Someday you'll need me like I needed you. Someday you'll love me and I won't love you." - Anonymous

The Water In The Sea

I always choose my words
and arrange them carefully before I say to you,
so that none of them will hurt you.

But you, hurt me most of the time.

Between the Lines

"Mine was so easy to uncover, he'd already left with the other"

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The Impatient Sisters

 They are the best. Our very own local talent.

The Agony

They say, pain makes people change.
and I couldn't agree more.

The Silence I Need

Seriously, don't bother talking to me.
You don't really matter to me, anymore.

All I need is silence. 

The Letter to Survive

Hi. Life's pretty good. I mean despite all the workloads and heartaches, I'm still here breathing the air without you. I'm still here running on the same pavement without you. I'm still here surviving without you. You should be proud of me.

Oh I have new friends, I met them after you've gone, I bet you know them. They are Ms Pride, Ms Independent and Ms Dignity. They're going to be with me, together helping me shaping my future. I might be meeting more new friends along the way. You should be proud of me.

You should. You should.
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The Reason Being

"It hurts when you risk your heart & it ends up being BROKEN. But it hurts more when you still hold on when you already know you're waiting for NOTHING" - ihatequotes

It all makes sense now.
Life must go on.

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The Art of Life

Life is a constant process of trying, falling, picking up again and adapting.


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