The Patronizing Light

As you surfaced from the dark,
I saw a bright light at the other side of the road
The bright light that I adored so much
The bright light that I thought would mean something.

The presence of the bright light had put my mind at ease.
Day by day,
I became a better person

But life ain't easy, they say
The bright light isn't mine, they say
I don't deserve it, they say
Because it belongs to someone else.

And here I am, standing alone
Defying the gravity that constantly pull me to the bright light,
Rationalising myself
and calculating what's left inside,
Trying so hard with all my might to stay away from it.

The Amnesiac Reporter

After what happened, after years have passed, after series of heartbreaks, I completely forgot who you are, how we were, and how did things become like this.

I need a fresh start.

The Science Explains It All

So I bumped into you. And it didnt feel right. It hurts so much that I had to look away.

Well, it wasn't me who decided to react that way, it was just a series of memories flashing back one by one before my eyes the moment I saw you.

And my heart sent a signal to the brain and then to the whole body system to move and look away, impulsively.

The Thing That Matters

I have so many things to worry about rather than trying to fix whatever is happening between us.

I have goals to achieve, I have plans to execute, I have dreams to keep me alive.

And you. You're a history.

The Delay It Caused

If only I could take a flight straight to your heart and see what went wrong.

And it's impossible.

Just come home.