Monday, October 1, 2012

The Science Explains It All

So I bumped into you. And it didnt feel right. It hurts so much that I had to look away.

Well, it wasn't me who decided to react that way, it was just a series of memories flashing back one by one before my eyes the moment I saw you.

And my heart sent a signal to the brain and then to the whole body system to move and look away, impulsively.




Saturday, September 8, 2012

The Thing That Matters

I have so many things to worry about rather than trying to fix whatever is happening between us.

I have goals to achieve, I have plans to execute, I have dreams to keep me alive.

And you. You're a history.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

The Delay It Caused




If only I could take a flight straight to your heart and see what went wrong.
And it's impossible.

Just come home.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The Agony You Chose

Have you ever working with situation that you know exactly what is going to happen? And then you go into it anyway, and then when what you're afraid of happens, you kick yourself because u should've known better.

Because that is just who you are, so you keep punishing yourself.

Monday, July 9, 2012

The Optimist Gets to Escape

When something happens in your life, you only have one choice. which is to accept it and be very optimist about it. Very optimist here means to find positive ways that can make whatever things that happen in your life look positive.Look on the brightside.The level of optimistic may vary from one people to another. The spirit, faith and effort are always become the factors measuring the level of optimism of a person.

Once you accept the thing that happens in your life positively, it is good. But when something something doesn't really become positive in a way, all we can do is to treasure,cherish and appreciate the good side of something, and wait until the time comes, where things started to fall apart.

it's acceptable, when bad things happen in your life, they do come in a very clear and vivid notice in advance. but, when they come in a short notice, and there's no time for you to fix it, you will feel the biggest regret and fear in your self. you will start to blame yourself and say impossible things; "I should have love her more.." "if only i could tell her how much i love her.." " if only i could meet him more often, please him, and hug him for the last time.." "if i listen to mom,this thing wont happen.." "Dad was true, i should have listen to him..."

we just need to appreciate more,because people don't appreciate something/someone, until they lose them, then only they know, they can never look back, and turn back time.

it is all because the clock keeps ticking the life away.

random: when i wrote this, i kept asking myself, can i fix things that already happened? then another side of me answered "Why don't you start to be extra careful,and appreciate more what you have now and don't let whatever happened in the past happen again, because if you were hurt in the past,it will be more hurtful on the second time,"