The Natural Flights of Human Mind

I like it when you remember little things about me.

And the fact that you would go extra miles just to make sure I'm okay.
Like a ray of light in a dark room.
You bring hope.

The Failure of A Catapult

It's good to be able to write again after so long. Life has been pretty hectic. Things happened, one after another. Career change, friends getting married, series of heartbreaks, life changing decisions, ahh so many things. I've never imagined myself to experience all these, and the fact that I did, I somehow took these with an open heart and mind. There must be reasons why God made it this way. I bet there's a lot more to come, resting in the catapult, waiting to be blasted off. And when it happens, it's going to be a real hit. Gotta brace myself though.

But fret not, His plans are always the best. Sometimes I wonder, why me? But come to think of it, everybody has their own struggles. And they get hurt as much as I did, but in different events and scenarios. 

Well, I hope for more positivity this year. Or at least, I would find answers to the questions I've been asking my whole life.

Happy New Year 2016.

The Love in An Open Sea

"Are you deeply in love with me?"
"Hm yes,"
"It's quite dangerous you know, to fall in love with me,"
"But why?"
"Imagine, right now you are in the middle of the ocean. You're too far from the shore and it's almost impossible to turn back. You're lost in that ocean now,"
"Hm, so what do you suggest? Should i love you less? Clearly I can't do that,"

"Keep lost in that ocean. Because the ocean needs you,"

The Drowning Shadows

The feeling was there, all along.
It was kept secret under the rug, so that nobody knows.

But you came, and told me the feeling was mutual.
You felt the same too, way before.
And I believed you.

I let down my guard, and told you stories about stars and rainbows.
You did the same.
And I believed you.

You said you scared of losing me.
You said you love me.
And I believed you.

I let the feeling grew each day.

One day, you left me without notice.
You asked "when will i see your face again?"
But you never come back.

You let my imagination runs wild.
Painted the images of things that we could possibly do together.
But you never come back.

I fell so hard,
I believed you.
But you never come back.

Today, here I am, picking up my self again.
Picking up the pieces of me you left along the way.
And you'll never know.

The Undefined Feeling